Never ending searching

Has never figured out
Don't know why it had to be
Sometimes it drives her mad
But mostly she's come to see

That she's not meant to know
Even when she burns deep inside
With the ever longing need
For answers that always seem to hide

A little girl of long ago
Thought once that maybe
If she could join you
She would finally see

And find the peace
A desperate need
To find the quiet from the never ending noise
Of the words stuck in her head

That's forever there
Present in her mind
Chasing and pushing and shoving
Screaming of an emptiness inside

And looking back
She's no different to then
Just maybe more composed
Mostly forgotten, but sometimes to remember again